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I enjoy writing stories and photography.

My main work is demon thief series which currently has 4 stories including one that is currently a work-in-progress and one shots that are inserts between or after stories.

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A-Z of Literature [Complete!]

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 10:42 AM



A-Z of Literature Complete Folder: [link]
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My A-Z of Literature is finally finished! I enjoyed doing this, as much as I kind of wish it lasted longer, as I now need something new to do. I discovered some letters are horrible for creating prompts but all together enjoyed it. It also lead me to write my first yaoi (and there ended up being two yaois in the whole thing...). Here are the deviations in alphabetical order:

AuraStare at it, almost.
Concentrate a different part of your eyesight into the object. Eventually, it will show itself to you. The coloured glow on everything object, living or inanimate. For some people, it will take some training. For others, its instant, like turning on a switch. 
I'm the latter. I didn't know a point in time when I didn't see them. Of course, a younger version of myself didn't understand what these colours were, or why I could see them around my teachers when I was bored, when their endless talking was replaced by my pure curiousity. 
That's problem what started this whole thing off. My curiousity, my desire to know things, my need to look into it more, to understand it. I found a book at the library and borrowed it. I must've had it for 3 months, renewing it each time, before I eventually bought it,  regardless of the strange look from my father. 
He didn't understand. Neither of them do. 
That doesn't matter. What matters is that I know
Beautiful DreamsBeautiful dreams while you sleep
Every morning leaving you smiling
As you wake
Under the covers of your warm bed until they come and
Turf you out.
“It’s time to get up!” They shout.  
Finally, when the day is up, you can return to your bed,
Under your covers
Loving the warmth and relaxation of those beautiful dreams.

Dreaming so softly,
Remembering your day
Every second, every minute, every hour you’re
Asleep, the beautiful dreams inside of your
Mind cannot be disturbed until you wake,
Surprised, remembering nothing of these

Beautiful Dreams.
CaptureCamera in my hands, 
rather than my eyes.
Subject mine to choose,
rather than someone choose me.
Ideas mine to take,
rather than they tell me what to do.
Capture what is mine,
rather than my body.
I'd rather be behind the camera,
than in front.
I'd rather be the photographer,
than the model.
I know what I am,
not that I'm afraid.
I have to be brave,
and let my hands capture each moment.
DangerCurled into a ball
Waiting for his return
I don't know when he'll strike next,
but I know its inevitable, he will come for me.
I want to tell someone, but I don't know where to start.
I am afraid of what he'll do to me if I do. 
I just want to be free, not frightened of this man,
my mother, she loves him tells me "Give him another chance"
I can't sleep at night, not since he joined in
Double lines on that strip, he may me swear not to tell,
He'll run away with me some day, but I don't want to go,
I want to stay with Mother and tell her everything I know. 
He'll go to prison for what he did to me, 
I promise I'll be by her side,
As long as the danger leaves me.
Echoes of their screamsI've found another. A perfect one this time. She will not disobey me; she will not die the first time I order her to do something. 
We must find a perfect victim to steal and control and eventually, I will break them. But we have to find her first. I have some ideas, previous victims that unfortunately, are still alive. There are others, but the oldest are simply the best. I think I know the perfect child. 
I have a loose control on all of my previous thieves. You may know one of them, the precious Lady Jess. She tried to defy me and for some time, she succeeded. But now I am here and I am stronger. She cannot defy me now. 
I can choose to control her anytime I choose. I choose now.
***
"Master?" Her absent eyes gazed into mine, so beautiful with my control over her every feeling that she has. If she remembers what she has become, she will giggle like a small insane child. I h
Finally, it's goodbyefinally, the years coming to an end, 
months turn to weeks,
weeks turn to days,
days slowing run out until
You're living a new life,
saying goodbye to the old
finally it's time to leave
seven years have passed you by 
but now its time to go.
finally, you can say goodbye
to the people that changed your life
for the better and for the worse
to the people that made you stronger.
You're living a new life,
saying farewell to the old
finally it's time to leave
seven years have passed slowly by
and now its time to go.
To you, my friends,
at the end of this journey,
I wish you luck and strength for tomorrow.
Give me more."For crying out loud, Averia, I need more demons! Why are you so useless?!" I was hatching a plan. I needed demons, to turn them into demon thieves and have them slowly leave the demon world and join me, to steal souls and create chaos in this world. I have stolen a council psychic and she and I will together steal the demons while they are still young. 
We were at the academy and for this year, I decided to join Averia in viewing the young demons to see who would be worthy of joining me. I led each young demon into our room, my true form hidden in a simple demon council look. The first to be chosen was a male. He wasn't what I needed, but he had no interest in learning how to contract with human and any demon is as better than none I guess. 
Together we examined the rest of the young demons, bringing another twelve in before I could find one that was suitable for the job. I needed a second in command and Averia wouldn't be suited to this job. Her job was to bring in more dem
Happy Ever After?There is nothing more worse than being left behind. Your most precious one has left and you don't when you'll see them again or what to do with your life. That's just where I am today. Cyr's gone. He had to go to his first master. I knew it would happen eventually. I just wish it didn't. I'm left, pregnant, and he doesn't even know about it. 
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

I was going to tell him, believe me. But he told me that he was going first. So the only thing I have left is this note:
‘I’m not leaving by choice. Never think in a million years I would leave now by choice. From the very first moment I saw you lying there alone, I knew you’d be the one I loved with all my heart. You have blossomed into a true demon capable of everything now, my dear. This time spent with you has t
IdeasType type type
Delete.
type type type.
No...delete.

There's ideas about 
but I don't know exactly
what to write this time.
Struggling.
I'm stuck. This time I
Have ran out of ideas
And I write nothing.
Almost.
The things I write may
Not make full sense to you
But they will to me.
Someday.
I hit the keyboard
Slowly writing all these words
To submit something. 
Anything.
I hear the sound of
Nothing but my fingers on
the keyboard, typing. 
Type type type
Delete.
type type type.
No...delete.
Just a minute?Sorry, just a second,
could you wait a little longer?
I promise I'll remember what it was 
I said
But as I try struggling so hard
I can't remember what was said
even though it was earlier than yesterday
It can't be too important,
I'm sure it'll come to mind
(Soon?)
Sorry, just a minute,
could you wait a little longer?
I promise I'll remember what it was
I heard
But I rack through my brain
Not a single word appears
From the conversation that you wish to 
recall
Slowly emptying thoughts,
suddenly it comes to mind, 
If you wait a minute,
I'll be sure to write it down
Sorry, just a second
could you wait a little longer?
I just, I think, I need a pen
and some ink
(and some paper if I may?)
Sorry, just a minute,
could you wait a little longer?
I promise I'll write it...
(If only I could remember...)
Kira's StoryOnce upon a time in a Japanese land
A man named Light Yagami was staring at the ground
When a shinigami's notebook fell through the air 
And landed with a thud on the Earth.
'Cause this is the story of a killer,
Justice, but murders all the same
He thought he was doing good to the world,
But a God he would never be. (A God he would never be)
A few years later and Lawli is dead
Kira is L and L leads the case
Misa has a notebook
Rem turned to dust
And now the world accepts him
'Cause this is the story of a killer,
Justice, but murders all the same
He thought he was doing good to the world,
But a God he would never be. (A God he would never be)
The news of L's death
Makes the Wammy Boys cry:
"Who did L choose?"
Roger tells them both:
"He hadn't yet."
Meanwhile, in America, 
the President makes a statement 
that concerns all of you
We will no longer fight kira, 
but secretly they cry:
Kira, We all love Kira.
He makes the criminals hide in fear
The simple threat of a nam
LJ's Diner"Hello and welcome to LJ's diner. Today's special is chicken teriyaki noodles. Would you like a menu, or have you been here before?" The small child looked up into my eyes and whispered: "Do you sell peanut butter and jelly milkshakes?" We do sell them, well...almost. It's a rumour, if you need something doing, someone to protect you, or if you want revenge or something similar, come to LJ's and ask for a peanut butter and jelly milkshake. The whole diner is run by around 15 demons, but some are actually on contracts at the minute, because, although the diner's front is an actual diner that really does sell food, the whole purpose of it is for humans and demons to meet and create contracts with each other.  
*Flashback*
"Cyr, I have an idea. It may not work, but we could go to the human world, set up a business doing something a normal human business would do, but that's just a cover-up for the business' true purpose, being a place where humans and demons c
MineAt first he'd come to kill me. Uninterested by my way of killing with the death note, much preferring his own way and intending to show me this in his own murdering of me. 
L and Near are both long dead, so I don't have to hide anymore. I can be the God of the new world, without anything in my way, and Ryuk by my side. I can stand out in a crowd and be recognized. I am L and L is Kira. I control the police now, but Beyond wasn't the kind of man I would expect to kill me.
Except he didn't. 
It started that way, he lent over me, exploring every part of my body with his fangs, sinking them deep, drinking a little before moving somewhere else and repeating the process, with my whole body beginning to ache with pain. He didn't stop there though. His hand slipped into my trousers, and if the exploring with the fangs hadn't been enough , he was beginning to explore me more. 
I struggled against him, but it was in vain as his hand brushed over my dick and I heard mysel
Never enoughYou
You were my great-grandfather
but we never got to meet
I'm sorry that I don't remember much of your funeral
I found it hard to be sad, I didn't know you.
But still...my dad lost his grandfather, my grandfather lost his dad.
You
You were my uncle
How I would give anything to see you again
6 long years without you
Still now I cry for you, I want you here tonight.
I lost an uncle, my dad lost a brother, my grandfather lost his son.
You
You were my Nanny
I remember that last day
You in my dining room, visiting from Spain
Almost 4 years when you were taken from us
Still now I cry for you, I want you here tonight.
I lost a Nan, my dad lost his mum, my grandfather lost his wife.
I'm shaking as I type these words,
that we didn't have enough time,
never enough...
Obey meI ought to tell you, slave
That you belong to me
This life for you was chosen by me
So why won't you obey me?
I know he stole you first 
He made you his first
Taught you how to live first
But he left you first
This is when I stole you, corrupted you
Made you forget him, you just wanted to steal
Like he'd stolen you, I corrupted you against him
I know when you are mine, you call me 'Master'
But I allowed you time with him, isn't that kind?
I know eventually living both will break you
I'm looking forward to that day
I can be the one to steal you
And make sure that you obey me. 
You are my lady,
When you take my arm
And feast with me, 
(Purposely breaking)
Then I allow a small period off
(Purposely breaking)
One day, I can take your arm and tell him
"She'll obey me."
I thought it was then but you broke free
Then I realised I can never let you come to me
I'll have to take you for myself.
Force you to
Obey me.
PhobiaI have a fear of heights
I know it's all in my head
I know I'm scared of falling
Not really being up there
In order to stop my phobia
(Even just temporary)
I just have to convince myself
(Close your eyes)
And jump
(Look, you're fine)
I have a fear of water
I know it's all in my head
I know I'm scared of drowing
Not really being in there
In order to stop my phobia
(Even just temporary)
I just have to convince myself
(Close your eyes)
And go under
(Look, you're fine)
Questions and AnswersQuestion: What is your name?
Answer: Don't you know me?
Question: Why would I know you?
Answer: I follow you everywhere you go.
Question: Have we met?
Answer: Only once.
Question: Then how can I know you?
Answer: I am your mother.
Question: How can you be my mother? She died when I was born.
Answer: I never left you alone though. 
ReplaysSat on the sofa
On the games
Again
Don't stop until the battery's dead.
Even then I start again, somewhere else
Another game.
Sat on the sofa 
Dad was Time 
He's coming back
Again
Don't stop until the world's gone dead.
Even then it'll start again, somewhere else
Another day.
Everyday
In my way
The world will end but the 
Game will still go on with the replays
The replays will never end
Even when the world's gone dead.
Get off the sofa
Come on Matt,
It's time we ate something
Anyway the game's gone bad
Another game over 
What's wrong with me?
Get off the sofa
Alright, Abi
It's time we ate something
The game's not bad 
You just can't play
As well as me...
Everyday
In my way
The world will end but the 
Game will still go on with the replays
The replays will never end
Even when the world's gone dead.
The game,
It'll still go on with replays
They'll never end 
The replays will never end.
Everyday
In my way
The world will end but the 
Game will still
StolenI knew from the very beginning she wasn't my mother. She didn't try to hide it either. In the end, once I was old enough to understand adoption, we became simply friends that lived together. 
She was a demon and so was I. I guess my parents would have been too. I wish I had the chance to meet them. Ada showed me all the paperwork, how my mother was deemed unfit to take care of me and my dad was away on a revenge contract so they had no idea when he'd return. That gave me hope that he might come and get me, but he never showed up. For all I know, she could have visited him at his contract, I could have been created then, and she might not have had a chance to tell him before I was born. He might not even know I exist. 
Some nights I wonder why they took me away from my mum. Just because they said she was unfit to take care of me doesn't mean she actually was. I've read about cases where demons that are meant to be demon thieves but haven't become them yet have their kids taken
Trust in MeI'm worried. Opi-chan asked if he could adopt me and I said yes but now I'm worried. Alois is back and is asking for 'his Claude'. I don't understand what he wants from me, but if I don't do what he wants, he'll kill me. I've only just began to live.
"Opi-chan, was your last contract called Alois?" he nodded, looking concerned by my question. "He wants 'his Claude'. He threatened to kill me and I don't even understand." Alois appeared, his eyes looking crazed and attempting to hide a knife behind his back. I hid, unknowing what would happen between my Opium and this Alois. 
"What do you want, Alois?" He ran up to Opium, keeping the knife well away from him. The knife was meant for me. "I want you back, Claude..." Opium sighed. 
"I'm not Claude anymore, Alois, our contract ended. My name's Opium again and that's what Raven chose to keep it as." Alois rolled his eyes as he spotted me. 
"Raven, eh? Your new little princess? Some say you do more than your duty as her demon."
Underlines and OverthoughtsJust because I'm a girl,
Doesn't mean I'm weaker than you.
Just because I like to read,
Doesn't make me a geek.
Just because I'm a teenager,
Doesn't mean I'm a rebel.
Just because I'm young,
Doesn't mean I can't enjoy vegetables. 
Just because you're blonde,
Doesn't make you dumb.
Just because you're a Muslim,
Doesn't make you a terrorist.
Just because you're Christian,
Doesn't mean you hate homosexuals. 
Just because you don't like sports,
Doesn't make you gay.
Don't judge me before you know me.
I won't judge you. 
Venom of the worldThe world is poisoned
Madmen and murderers
Theft and Greed.
The worst kind of poison though,
Is the most destroying,
Disasters like tsunamis and earthquakes
Destroying homes and families
And lives in the process.
There's nothing we can do
To give back what was lost.
We can try, though, to help
Those who are left behind.
Look after them, care for them,
Help them move on in there lives.
I am lucky because
I live in a world where earthquakes are rare
I am lucky because
I live in England.
But I can still care for those who have lost 
their precious things.
I can never imagine what it must be like to lose so much 
so quickly. 
Their life has been poisoned by this earth. 
But we can help. 
What is normal?What is normal?
Normal is fitting into the crowd.
What is normal?
Normal is not standing out among the crowd.
What is normal?
Normal is ordinary, standard, the usual. 
What is normal?
Normal is what is expected.
What is normal?
Normal is boring.
Who cares?
It's your life, live it how you want to live it.
Who cares?
Enjoy every minute of every day.
Who cares?
You only live once.
Enjoy it. 
X Marks The SpotMy body, dead.
He hurt me, tore me, made me afraid.
Her body, dead.
He hurt her, ripped her, made her afraid.


Death does her part,
My X marked the spot,
He killed her, coating her with her own crimson liquid.
He was a monster with a knife, taunting me until death came,
quickly, like falling asleep.
She looks peaceful, like she's asleep but she can never wake up.
The only difference is, I can never wake up.


The analysis, pen all over her, X marked by the wounds,
like a treasure map.
He drew me, marked on me, he knew exactly where to stab.
How many memories in a knife?
I'm not the only one to die.
She's just the third, but there are so many more to come if we let him live.
I'm just the third, the longer this goes on, the more will die.
Please save them, like you couldn't save me.


X Marks the spot,
My grave lays.
X Marks the spot,
It's time for farewell, I canno
Younger BrotherHe might be my brother, but I love him more than I ever loved the demon girl. I only loved her because she was mine. But he's my younger brother, he adores me. He has no one else to go to, he will always be mine. 


Our parents were siblings, they are two of the original deadly sins. My brother and I are thief, theft and stealing. From Greed and Envy, our parents made the perfect thief. A perfect thief I was, until I was corrupted by the demon girl. In emergency a new thief had to be made, otherwise the humans would no longer have theft and it's opposite would cease to exist. 


That is why my brother was born. He saved me from the corruption that she brought me. I tried to fight him at first, but he never gave up.
***
"Brother, please, you're broken, she broke you." I frowned, not understanding what he meant. He had my job now as much as I didn't like it, he was good at it. He finished off my final experiment to take over oth
Z is a horrible letter!"Roger." He looked up, noticing Watari. He hadn't been here in over a year ever since Yvonne was brought to Wammy's House. 
I'm sorry, I'm assuming you know what Wammy's House is. Let me explain. Wammy's House is one of several orphanages established by Watari in England. Currently, I can't reveal exactly where in England as the location is top secret, so secret that everyone of these children has their name changed upon arriving at Wammy's House so they cannot be traced after their arrival. Some noted children are L (known as simply L or Ryuzaki), M (known as Mello) and N (known as Near). I now know their true names, but have no intention of revealing this to you, in case you're Kira or know him. 
The main children of Wammy's House, the intelligent ones, the alpha kids as some people call them. Not that many people, but I call us the alpha kids. Some of the alpha kids are dead though, not many.
The alpha kids currently stand as:
Axel
Beyond 
Christofer
Dy

My next plan is as well as writing the next Demon Thief story, I am also starting A-Z of Literature Take Two, which may also feature more yaoi (because everyone loves yaoi, don't they?)

So look out for A of Take Two, it should be up in the next few days!


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Thanks for the :+fav: of White-wall. I really apreciate it. :hug:
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no problem! I really liked it! :)
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