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I'm so hungry. I don't know where I am. I've lost my master and my sanity. There was a man who could save me but I wouldn't know where to find him now. I don't even know where to find myself within all this hunger. I blame her. Averia, who took me from my life and made me like this. I just need my saviour back. I'm so broken. I want my saviour back. Does he even remember me? 

There's a shadow in the distance. An all too familiar silhouette. Had he found me?  

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

"Jess?" He glanced towards me. The one I'd been looking for. He ran to me, holding my face in his hands as he looked into my eyes. He could see how broken I was from being alone and so hungry so long. "Master left me. I couldn't control myself. I need to eat."
"You need to contract."
"I can't...I'm too hungry. I wouldn't be able to find anyone in time."
"You'll make it worse by giving in to it all the time. I love you, I don't want to see you hurting. There's people at the diner requesting you. What happened?"
"He took me and killed the human I was contracted with and made me take the child's soul. Turning me back into his version of me."
I screamed, the hunger too much for my body. I felt myself falling down...

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

"Jess? Please wake up." I stirred, trying to wake, to sit up. I glance up and realise I'm home. Not the mansion I've been forced to call home for far too long. Cyr's home. My actual home. The same house I learnt how to use my power as I recreator until I could heal myself. Until I could reverse the damage of months of torture. The torture that I've been forced to feel now that my Master's given up on me. I have become nothing to the man who thought I was everything to his little plans. "I'm home..." I whisper, just loud enough for him to hear. "Can you heal yourself?" He asks. 
"I don't think so, there's too much. Half of the last year that was gone he was torturing me. He just gave up on me." I tried anyway, the sea of blood and soul flooding my mind once again and the last thing that I could hear was the sound of my own screaming.

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

"Little sis, please, stop crying." I opened my eyes to a blur of red. 
"Niisan? Where's Cyr?"
"He had to go, he has a contract but he didn't want you to be left alone so he asked me to look after you. It's been at least a year, hasn't it?" I nodded.
"My torture lasted at least 6 months, I can't even get a hold on all of it to heal myself." I started to try again but he shook me out of concentration. "Don't. Will's coming, he'll heal you instead. Don't worry." I pulled down my sleeves, hiding where the demons had cut me day after day. One cut per day, sometimes more, depending on who was torturing me that particular day. Tidus wouldn't though. He just sat and stared up at me, crying. 

"Make it stop. It hurts too much. MAKE IT STOP!" I screamed and thrashed, my eyes turning pink. "Go...GO!" I yelled at him before I hurt him too. 
A voice came from downstairs. "Where is she?" Will. I don't want to hurt him, I know he's only here to help me. Something I can't do. My eyes glowed pink, brighter than they had ever shone before. I can't see anyone now without hurting them. Will took my hands into his own and begun to take in my memories while I tried to hang onto what little sanity I had left. 

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Will could see every little thing that had happened. He looked at me, his eyes filled with tears. 'Don't' I mouthed at him. 

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

He finally got to the end of the months of torture and managed to reverse the damage to my body. But a recreator cannot reverse the damage to one's soul. "Make her forget. It's the best way. Make her forget everything about the thief." Cyr whispered to the Shinigamis. Cyr and Grell took a hand of mine each and held the other hand together. After a while, I fell asleep.

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

"Marry me, Jess." Cyr whispered in my ear as I woke. "I want to marry you."

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

I nodded.

4 months later.

I Cyr Blackburn, take you Jessica Bromley, to be my wedded wife. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do us part. 

We kissed and Grell cried. Even after all this time he'd hoped he'd still have a chance with my husband. But he was mine now. He brought me back to life and there's something there, but it's small and I don't want to know what it is. It feels bad. I know there was something I was doing for all that time. 

Who was the man in black?
Look behind you. Is there anyone there? I am watching you. Yes, right now. Even if you can't see me I am there. I am always there. Watching you. Your life hasn't been brilliant for the most part, but I gave you hope, I gave you love, I gave you friends. 

So why am I afraid?

My job is not to give, but to take. I watch and I watch and then I steal you away from the world. Cheat you out of the remainder of your life. 

But you. You have a long, happy life ahead of you. I have seen it. I made it happen. If I take you away from them now you will destroy everything.

Why am I afraid?

Because someone has to die. 

It won't be you.

The god of death's final sacrifice, is himself.
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I didn't see this coming.
I don't want it to end.
I'm stuck at a crossroads.
Where do I go now?

I know we didn't plan this.
But it's so nice now it's here.
Every time I see you I need to tell you.
Something.

But we're stuck at this crossroads.
I don't know where to go.
Do you come with me?
Or do I go alone?

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I enjoy writing stories and photography.

My main work is demon thief series which currently has 4 stories including one that is currently a work-in-progress and one shots that are inserts between or after stories.

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Interests

1. Put your ipod (itunes), MP3 Player, etc. on shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer

3. you must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Speak Now 

 

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Let it Go


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL

Arcade Finale (Wreck It Ralph Soundtrack)

 

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

One Jump Ahead (From Aladdin)


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

The Lucky One

 

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

The Grease Mega-Mix

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Breaking Free (don't shoot me, it's on Now That's What I call Disney)

 

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Best of Friends (From The Fox & The Hound)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Just around the riverbend


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Skyfall

 

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Still Doll


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Happy Working Song


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

We are never ever getting back together


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Shut up and drive (on the Wreck It Ralph soundtrack)

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

The Power of Love


WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Chim Chim Cher-ee


HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Never Grow Up

 

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Happy Xmas (Shugo Chara soundtrack)

 

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Still Alive (Glados)

 

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Buy Theme (Sims 2 (Base))

 

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Innuendo (We Will Rock You)

 

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

The Lucky One (Taylor Swift)

 

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

You've got a friend in Me

 

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Sparks Fly

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Thanks for the fav!! Did you see my gallery? :)
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Hey, thanks for the fav on 'A little less broken', I really appreciate it. I checked out your gallery too, its great.
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